Life of a Superhero

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a n i m a l s

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Gib dem affen Zucker

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You

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Your voice is my favorite song.
I love you because we hate the same stuff.
We go together like Milli and Vanilli, copy and paste, Obama and "changed", Nerds and glasses.
My heart is just perfect because you are inside.
I wish you were here.

everyone like a nice pair of Tits

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true ove

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for the munchys

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This lil Piggy ...

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I dont know what you have heard about me, but i am brother fucking P U S S I

Fireflies

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Sabba

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Sabrina ist schön, ich bewundere sie !

Fuck the Internet

2011-06-27T11:01:00.000-07:00

Da die Menschen hier anscheind zu dumm sind, das Internet zu laufen zu bringen. Bin ich nur selten on. Werde aber weiterhin versuchen alles bei alten zu behalten. Liebe euch

Philly

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"A"

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All the girls wanne be me

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RED

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Gonne get my Hair done probely like this :D

Cookie dough !

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Day 14

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So its been two weeks. I am going crazy right now. All the hate in the house and back stabing and drama. But oh we. Met some nice people, not nice anough to stay here thow. Next week my cousain will be comeing up here. Never seen her before , she is a year younger then me hope we get along anyway.
Bought my a jornual today and some nice stickers to put in it. Wrote Jan another postcard. Had Pizza again and some nice cookie dough icecreame. YUMMY

For some reason i always post about my food, i just love food.
Thats pretty much it for today.

xoxo love and shooting stars

so need this !

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gimme gimme more you lil whore

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Apoligize

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Sorry i havent posted in such a long time. A lot been going on in the last days. So its day 13 now. I met a bunch of real nice people. Tomorrow i am gonne go to Princeton with this one girl. I found out Cigarettes are able to by the age of 18 and not 21 YES !!! :D
Got some german beer today at the supermarket. YUMMY YUMMY
I am really missing everybody but i am getting use to life here. We went to Jerseyshore this weekend, it was fun watching all those hoes and there "men". It was nice wheater and i got a little tan.
I also saw "Brides Maids" in the movies. It is the funniest movie ever, i swear i amost pissed in my pants. XD soo great the bride is trying on dresses and shits in a 25.ooo$ dress in the street. SO funny XD hahaha

getting tons of nice things said from the american boys but i still just want him xoxo i love him cant wait to see you babe !

well i start posting more this week that things have calmed down.
Oh i job as a model !!! that was way fun !

love and shooting stars

You are a Radardetedtor

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speachless

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Love is Love

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Because it makes me feel home, no matter where i am ...

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He so did not wanne be your Father

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Unknow

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NOone is who they asume to be. We are more then what we give price.A little bit of evil in us all.

Day 7

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Its been a week. A week in this new pace. My new Home. I had the morning to myself. The house to myself. Me to myself. I took my bike to Princton. I too the train. I walkes. Walked around the new place. Meet new people. Got lost. I guess. But can you be lost without haveing a destenation ?
I watched after her. We took a nap. Nappesd together. She is so cute. We hab unch. We played. She played. I watched. We went to her house. My house. Our house.
I am sick. Sick of this pace. Sick of who i am. I am homesick. I need to change things. Before i go crazy.

night

Photo

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A Photo of me and not who they want me to be.

the outfit

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Day 5

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I slep. I slep very long.Util 9 o´clock i thing. i guess.i dont know. I look nice. My clothes did. Its one of my new shirts. A pair of tights. riped tights. i like them riped.
Ate breakfast. Pancakes with bananes.
Got some food. Yummy food. I like food. I like yummy food. I like breakfast. Made Spagehtti for lunch and dinner. Had it twice. Cause i like it. Even thow its not breakfast food. Went to church. Boring. To now about god. His a little wiered. Hideing up there. His hime. Maybe someday my home. I dont know. I dont want to know. Not know. Not yet.
I camed with him. I love him. He loves me. Thats what he says. I wanne be with him. Forever. I just have it in my bones. Or my heart. I dont now. I have him everywhere. In me i feel him. I love him.
Signed up for some classes. Acting classes. Have to get a Photo done. Just of my face. But it can be more on it. They want me to do a bunch of stuff first thow. Wiered stuff. Stuff i wouldnt do. Bleech my teeth, cut my hair and plug my eyebrows.
I think its stupid. then its not me. Not me on the Photo. Just who that want me to be.

Sleep

The Stores that inspire me.

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Day 4

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8 o´clock. Sleeping in.
But no she is crying. She is so tiny. I want one just like her too. Not now but someday. Get up get dressed, see what the day brings.
New ID. Jersey State. A New Jersey ID for me. My ID. Buy some clothes. Nice clothes, for work.
10 o´clock. The Gym.
Run, run, run. 20 minutens later. Watching her. She is so cute in the water. swiming.,Trying to swim. Laughing.
Time for Luch. Tacos. 4 of them. Yummy. Smoke.

Then they took me to a little town. It starts to rain. Its fun, in the rain. I teach him german. We laugh. Fucking awsome little stores with all kinds of stuff. Cute stuff. Stiff you could make yourself. Things that inspire. Well inspire me, to what i want and where i wanne be.
Dinne. GROSS !!!!
Back home. There home. My new home. Rideing my bie. Her bike. A cute pink bike.
Sleep.

Day 3

2011-05-21T18:37:00.000-07:00

Wake up. Work. Smoke. Work. Get off work. Sleep.
Then life starts. I guess. Wel what you can life. Not knowing anybody.
Went to the movies. Drank a drink. A slushy. Brainfreeze. I like that. Pirates of the Carabien. Good movies. Nice story. Open End.
Back home. Write this shit and go to sleep.

5 Things i love

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My Nightlights, that keep the Boogieman away

Yummy little Cakecups for the little hunger between the house and work

Water Baloons, that just well look at them. They make ya happy.

Fairydust, my very own collection of it. Just in case ;)

That when it rains my Unbrella keeps my dry. Unless i wanne get wet.

Big Tits XD

Changed Clothes

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Day 2

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Awake. But still asleep. I dreamed. It was a Monster. I knew him though. I have felt him before. Felt hom watching me. Watching me sleep.
I got out of bed, went down the stairs. Peed. Went outside. Outside i saw a rabbit and a cat. The rabbit ran from the cat. I somke. Smoked a cigarette. Walked bac inside, upstaires. Back in the bed. There bed, my bed, the new bed.

7 o´clock. Time to get up. Time to work.
4:30. Works over.
After cleaning. After organizing. I am done. Done with work. My body ist done. Done.
Got home. There home. 2 people ceaning the house. A girl. A boy. He looks. Looks at me and says: Hi. I dont anwser. Got things on my mind.Other things then saying hi.
Changed my clothes. Made a Sandwich. Turkey, Ranchdressing sandwich. Yummy.

12 hours later. 7 o´clock. Watching Tv. Its family guy. Waiting to go. Go and get some food at the supermarket. waiting for the night to come. Waiting to smoke. To gt life started. To find life. Waiting to get back home. Bac to him.

day one pizza

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Day 1

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I am. I am German. I am an a lived here before. But i had left. No i am back home i guess. I pucked in the plane. Fucking Sandwich. Some wiered green shit on it. Again i dont know. Dont know what it was, i guess it made me vomet.

I am laying in bed now. My bed. My new bed, american bed. My bed ?
3 blankets, 4 pillows, a stuffeda animal and me. Just me. But who am i ? I know who the stuffed animal is. His name is Fred.
Because a boy gave it to me. A boy named Fred. He is not here.Not in my bed, not in America.
We had pizza. Pepperoni pizza.
She didnt she had ceriel. She is just a couple months old. Its their baby. their house. there room. their bed, which i am sleeping in. dose that make me theires too ?

i need a cigarette. i need the taste, i like the taste.
not allowed to smoke in their house. but outside. i am too lazy to get up now.
i will sleep. like on the plane. in their bed, now. in my new bed.my american bed.

L.O.V.E.

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I dont give a fuck i just came to Party

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Bike

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I can ride my bike with no handlebars no handlebars no handlesbars !

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That is so true and the only reason i am scared to go away ...

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Keep calm and fuck somebody

sunshin in my heart

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just open the door let it in, forget everything that has happend and never never give up

unbrella

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You had my heart and we will never be worlds apart

Art

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Her body is a piece of art, thats why he loves it.

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They may ook great together, but i know i feel better when i am with you.

More then this...

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I am leaveing for now, cause there is more to life then this. I know what i am leaveing behind and i will come bac to get him. Someday, not now. I need strength and that is what i will find on my journey.

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We lie benieth the stars at night

Drink it

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Nur du trägst das innere Licht um dich selbst zu leiten.

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Es kommt die Zeit wo du alleine da stehst.

Du musst selbstbewusst sein um deine Traeume zu ermöglichen.

Du musst bereit sein Kompromisse ein zugehen.

Du musst in der Lage sein deine Ansprüche zu verändern damit du deine Ziele erreichen annst.

Manchmal, wird es so kommen das deine Familie und Freunde dich in Stcih lassen.

Ab und zu muss man auch weiter Veränderungen vornehmen.

Sei einfach strak genung um zu versuchen dein Leben besser zu machen.

Sei selbstbewusst genung das du dich nicht mit dem erst besten Angebot zu frieden gibst.

Aktzeptiere dich selbst, suche dir einen eigenen Grund zum Leben.

Steh in niemanden seine Schatten, lasse statt dessen deine Sonne scheinen.

Lebe !

Give me that Honey

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My hands float up above me and you whisper you love me and i begin to pray that this moment will stay

Hello Kitty

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Thanks for the super panties, i am thining about you.

BooBS

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I miss this moment, where you were good to me and made me happy. but know we have both moved on and changed, i still wish all luck in this world and that someone out there will love you like i did

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When i grow up i wanne be a hot Mama like them !

looking for the you

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run free

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grew up in a small town and when the rain would fall down i just stared out my window, dreaming of what could be and if i end up i will pray. I WILL BREAK AWAY !

Bootie

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I love the bootie i want the bootie give me the bootie
HA ! its my bootie

Him

2011-04-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

Kannst du mich bitte von diesen Ort entführen ?
Ich kann all diese Gesichter nicht mehr ertragen.
Und wenn es sowas wie einen Gott gibt, glaubst er ist stolz ?
Wenn er auf uns herab blict wunder ich mich was er sieht ?
Glaubst du er glaubt die Dinge die wir tun sind Zeit-Verschwendung ?
Vieeicht denkt er auch das wir alle gut klar kommen.
Meinst du er ist arm oder ehr finanzel abgesichert ?
Welche Partei er wohl wählen würde...

Meinst du er würde sein eigenes Auto fahren ohne Versicherung ?
Ob er interessant ist oder uns nur langweien würde.
Ich wunder mich ob er wohl jemas Steuer hinter zogen hat ?
Meinst du er würdeProstitution unterstützen ?

Glaubst du er ann sich gut Namen merken ?
Ob er wohl schon mal gekifft oder oder Koks zieht.
Ich kann mir nicht vorstellen das er je Suizidgefährdet war.
Ob seine lieblings Band Creedence Clearwater Revival ist ?

Seitdem er zurück denken kann
sterben Menschen in seinem guten Namen.
Ganz abgesehen vom 11. September
und schon vor es Flugzeuge gab.

Er hat sein willen verloren
und weiß nicht was richtig oder falsch ist.
Doch sicher auch er weiß das es so nicht weiter gehen kann...

Sorry

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I wanne aapologize for :

being a bitch
hurting you
running away
all the hate in me
not eating pork
giveing my mom all the fault
hateing my dad
letting them do with me what them want
not giveing a fuck useing the word fuck
doing drugs
drinking alcohol
always thinking about sex
being jeleous
lieing
watching dad tv
not reading anough
not going to school
not belliveing in god
giveing up in god
not being there for you
trying to ill myself
everything i have done, but still i am glad i did it it made me to who i am.

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Thetouch of your Hands on my skin, the feel of your skin your hair. the way your body gently moves on top of mine. the way you breath softy in my ear you kisses on my neck.
i love the thought of such a perfect moment.

Green Green Grass

2011-04-12T11:02:00.001-07:00

Forget everything for a lil sec just let yourself go.
Learn more about yourself how you feel and think. BE FREE

Unicorn

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Dont call me horse i am a unicorn

Hell Yell

2011-04-07T03:02:00.000-07:00

Love the taste of icecreame, i will never forget it.

Coca Cola

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Love the taste

I kill everything i fuck ...

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Key to my Heart

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take it and find the right lock

owl love

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rings !

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eat pray love

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i am gonne go

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i wanne run away from these lies, back to yesterday, safe i was.

This is me ..

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This is real,, this is exactlly where i wanne be.

dance the night away

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Baby Girl i love you ! This is our Summer our year our LIFE

gimme some of that

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rawr

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i love shoes

24, March 2011

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My brother is moveing bac to the states to live with my dad. I had the worst fight in a long time with my mom. I dont have a job or an own place to live, but still i am happy. He maes me happy ohh and i am hot xD

i am a lady

2011-03-24T11:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when i am alone in my room, i think about the nights with you.

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I really like these shirts.

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Lets run run run

toxic

2011-03-07T16:55:00.000-08:00

even is the fruit is my death i love the taste and the kick so gomme some more of that shit

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a better kiss a better touch a better fuck

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i know he sure is !

Flyleaf

2011-03-07T16:50:00.000-08:00

i know the days will come and go and baby ill grow old and i will die
but for now is worth it too be sad if its harder to be glad to be alive
sorry for the trouble i have caused
i wonder
where do i belong ? is it here ?
whatever i belive in dreams i belive in you and me

him

2011-03-07T16:49:00.000-08:00

i cant sleep not even a lil bit. i am just thinking about him so i called his phone but he wot anwser. I am relly scared what he will say. i am sooo in love

i said hands up bitch xD

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caught

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is this life, just caught in a net. not able to show who we really are.

2011-03-07T13:35:00.000-08:00

i will not give up ill keep danceing until i die !